SpiritFarmer

New Year’s Eve – usually that means a quiet night at home. Over the past ten years, I think Michelle and I have been to about three, maybe four NYE parties or gatherings with friends. Most of them – including the Y2K roll over – we slept through. Last year, though, was a different story. One year ago today we completed a two day road trip from Southern California to Kirkland, WA. We walked into a completely empty house with a dog, a cat, a few changes of clothes, and an air mattress.

Hard to believe, but we’ve called this place home for a full year now. And a wacky year it was. Between the two of us, we’ve had five different jobs. This year I spent time behind the counter of Starbucks, behind the heavy locking doors at King County Correctional Facility, and under the sometimes leaky roof of the Purple Door. I got to meet some awesome folks in each of these places.

We do enjoy living here. Some things have happened for us here that are brand new. Some weird stuff related to the way we practice our faith in community. It’s been a lot of fun to watch God surprise us in several ways. We’re looking forward to the challenges of a new year, but know that they will definitely challenge us. More to come later.

I’m thinking of supplementing my income, with a little advertising. Heck, it worked for this guy.

I got a chance to spend a little time with NT Wright this morning, reading The New Testament and the People of God. He writes about the difficulty we have in assessing the historical record of the very early church – primarily because there is very little for us to work with.

“Yet it was in the first generation or so that the crucial moves were made which determined the direction that Christianity would take from then on. This, obviously, is why so many have laboured so long to produce what the vagaries of time have denied us, namely, a history of the development of the Christian movement between Jesus and Justin Martyr, or between Paul and Polycarp. Much of this attempt, unlike the attempts to write the history of Judaism, is sheer if unacknowledged speculation.”

As I read this, it occurred to me that perhaps this lack of writing between AD 300 and 135 represents God leading his people by not speaking at all. If we had a wealth of literature in addition to the scriptural gospels and letters, and if it told us about the worship and lifestyle practices of the early church, it may very well have resulted in a rigid formation of spiritual practice around those practices. We are often so oriented toward tradition that we lose the meaning behind it. Perhaps God prevented us from doing this by giving us precious little information to work with.

I realize that this is wacky, unsupportable speculation. But silence does often make an eloquent teacher. Any thoughts or pushback?

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Sitting here in a very quiet office, in a very quiet building, in a very quiet part of town. We’re still in the middle of Winter Break in the University District, and everything is just kinda mellow. In one sense, it’s a good thing, and gives me a chance to catch up and get a lot of work done. In another sense, it’s a little eerie, and motivation isn’t automatic. I need to get some music going here pretty soon – that’ll help.

My apologies to those of you who may have come here over the past few days to see a warm Christmas greeting from my heart. I had pretty limited time to go online. Here’s a super quick (hopefully non-boring) recap of my holiday.

Friday – got up a little ahead of 4am to print boarding passes, finish packing, grab Michelle and get out the door to fly to San Diego. Landed in SoCal at about 9:30am, where my parents grabbed us and took us to breakfast at The Sea Lodge (pictured here) – mmmmmm. Lots of surfers out in the water trying to catch the perfect Christmas wave. Then on to my parents’ house for a while, and then to do a little shopping, then Michelle’s parents house for a while, then to meet some friends for dinner. It felt kind of like four days by the time that one day was over.

Christmas Eve – breakfast with my folks at home, and then to Michelle’s folks’ place for the rest of the day. Big open house Christmas Eve party there every year. We saw good friends we hadn’t seen for a long time, and hung out until well after midnight.

Christmas Day – woke up early to gather some final thoughts and words, then to my parents’ church for worship. I was asked to give the talk, so I spoke about the Kingdom come, in the form of a baby. At the risk of bringing a somber note to Christmas day, I talked about how the birth of this miraculous baby brought about the death of other children and disruption (I think I was more aware of this aspect of the story after reading Anne Rice’s book). And then I talked about how Jesus didn’t ask his followers to remember his birth at all – but that we should remember his death. And so we, the Christmas worshippers of Jesus, gathered ourselves around the Lord’s table for a mysterious and beautiful meal in remembrance of that death. We had a family time that evening at my sister’s house with kids running around us.

Monday – hanging out with both sets of parents, some last minute squeezes for our nephews and neice and then off to the airport to fly home. Got home late and in bed at about midnight.

The weekend was good, but hard, too. We were trying hard to be available to multiple sides of our families.

Wow, Christmas is comin’ in a hurry around here. Weird. Our Christmas decorating consists of a table top tree that Michelle’s mom had sent to us. It’s cute, with little white lights and pine cones. We’ve done a bit of shopping, but it’s definitely a challenge, given that on Friday morning, we have to take all these gifts with us on an airplane to San Diego. Oh, and we’re trying to avoid checking luggage. We’ll see if we get away with that one.

I’ve been fighting a migraine most of the day today. After I got home from a meeting this afternoon, I thought I’d curl up in bed with a book, and try to sketch out some thoughts for my speaking gig on Christmas morning in my parents’ church. I could barely see straight to read, though. Slept a bit instead. Thankfully, the head is clearing up a bit.

I’m clearing out the rest of my 2005 reading list and starting to build a new one for 2006. Any suggestions out there?

O.k., so I hardly ever ever ever talk about sports here. But yesterday Michelle and I went out of our way to watch the San Diego Chargers play the undefeated Indianapolis Colts. We had to go to a sports bar to see it. We actually had to request that one of the 436 televisions in the place be tuned in to see the game – almost all the rest were on the Seattle Seahawks game. Unlikely as it may have seemed, the Chargers got the win. Made me happy for all the folks back home in SoCal. The Chargers may not even make it to the playoffs this year, but that win will make the long off-season feel a bit better.

Now we will cheer for Indy to win the Super Bowl. We always liked Peyton Manning and Tony Dungy before, but we’ve made good friends with a few folks from Indy land this year, which makes it even more fun now.

I was kicking a few thoughts around yesterday morning about the whole conservative vs. liberal thing that I posted about a week or two ago. I was reminded of a statement I heard back when I was in college – “If you’re not a liberal when you’re young, you have no heart, and if you’re not a conservative when you’re old, you have no brain.” I was laughing because I may be the Oz equivalent of the Tin Man and the Lion combined. Just about everything about me has shifted toward a more liberal direction since I graduated from college. Now, I’m sure I still occupy a pretty moderate position, all things considered, but thing sure have changed.

But the sentence I came up with after this little thought process was something along these lines:
“I aspire to be as liberal as my brain will allow, and as conservative as my heart will allow.”

A hack attempt at a book review . . .

Up until a few weeks ago, my choice for favorite book of the year would have been a no brainer – The Shaping of Things to Come by Frost and Hirsch. Outstanding thinking, crystal clear illustrative metaphors, and strong arguments. But then on a relative whim, I picked up Anne Rice’s Christ the Lord: Out of Egypt. Yes, Anne Rice, the vampire lady. This new novel is the first in what will be a new series on the life of Christ.

I’ll try not to spoil too many details here, because, really what you need to do is e-mail Bill over at Bean Books and order a copy for yourself. Basically, the book is written in the first person – the story is told by a seven and eight year old Jesus. It begins in Alexandria, Egypt and details his family’s move back to Nazareth after the death of Herod. We see the boy Messiah struggling with his identity, which he hasn’t been told about, and yet he senses that something is very different about him.

One of the big reasons that I enjoyed this book so much didn’t really hit me until I was about three-quarters of the way through it. It’s a nice story, imaginative, but not fanciful. But here’s the deal – it is completely believable, almost too believable, in the sense that so many of the details of time and culture seemed pretty mundane to me. But then I realized that the reason things appear mundane is that the author got the culture and the context of the story right. I’ve become so familiar with the biblical texts and cultural descriptions that this story fell right into place. I realized that this was a deceptive sort of “falling right into place,” though. It took serious work for Rice to develop such a “mundane” and believable story.

After I came to this thought, I began reading things more carefully – the nuance of the descriptions of buildings, and familial circles, and Temple worship. As I continued, I kept thinking over and over, “Anne Rice must have read N.T. Wright in her research.”

At the end of the book, there’s a somewhat lengthy Author’s Note, in which Rice describes her journey of faith. Truthfully, this little section is worth the price of the book. I saw that it was there early on, but disciplined myself not to read it until after I had completed the novel – because after all, isn’t that why she put it at the end instead of the beginning? Well, my question was answered – she did in fact read and learn from N.T. Wright . . . as well as many, many others (heck, she even credits D.A. Carson!). Her level of scholarship in preparing this book is truly impressive. And the conclusions she comes to after having read a full range of opinion on scripture and its implications.

I don’t read many novels (do McLaren’s New Kind of Christian books count as novels?), so I’m really not qualified to give a credible literary opinion. Also, I guess I should mention that I’ve not read any of Anne Rice’s prior 25 or so books. But this story is interesting and compelling. It comes to a climax at just the right time and place. And true to its serial nature, it leaves you wanting more. I don’t know what Rice’s intended publishing schedule is, but I will definitely follow this one.

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